Do my best to be completely inclusive as much as I can

Yet in retrospect, so many people enjoy forcing me into the outgroup...

and im quite upset and tired of it :|

Btw Robert

I know you don't read this, or I should say you can't read this.

But I miss you :( I drove by your house tonight, how long has it been? Feels like it was just yesterday when I first met and got to know you, but it was 8 years.

6 of them you've been gone for.... sigh

Talking to like the three people who read this lol

I sorta feel stuck in the middle of things. On one hand I shouldn't care, shouldn't be that big of a deal, but on the other hand I'm still kind of hurt on a really strange scale...

People care about something that has pertained to just about everyone but me. When it was my turn no one gave a fuck. People said, "Oh why didn't you just tell me about it, I would've done something with you" but the thing that people don't realize is that I did, and they just didn't care :/, nor did they even ask me if I wanted to do anything

I guess the reason it bugs me is because people try to do shit for other people, without them having to ask (and go as far as even asking them if they wanted to do something) but when it comes to me I would have to ask and overly direct and try to get people to go do it, as opposed to people just wanting to.

Oh the irony of me realizing that Lisa was right to a degree.