Radiohead.

Jesus tap-dancing Christ. If I don't like a band after listening to three different albums, why am I still an asshole who has bad taste in music?


The fuck is wrong with people; who designated Radiohead God of all modern rock music? I don't care when people don't love my favorite bands, why is Radiohead the end all?


Pretentious assholes. I have bad taste in music because I don't like a band? Why do I need to listen to more music to like a band? What kind of bullshit concept is that?


Life in general: If you do something the very first time you absolutely cannot stand, it's very unlikely that you'll ever really like. Impossible? No.


I will admit that the music I listened to from them likely shaped my opinion of how much I can't stand them, but really why is this a problem? If you hear a song on the radio from a band you've NEVER heard, and it just sounds bad TO YOU, why would you ever go listen to more of them? If the mass consensus was "HOLY FUCK THIS BAND ROCKS THE SHIT", but you already didn't like what you heard, are you just letting your opinion be shaped by the masses?

I'm not going to simply like something because everyone says I'm going to, what a bullshit concept.

Get off the high horse and realize not everyone is going to like everything you do. And if 99.9999999% of the world grows to love and suck at the tit that is radiohead, I will be part of that tiny percentage that still cannot stand them.


Taytay, out. (still fun writing that)

How do you fill such an empty void?

The emptiness just grows and grows :(

Irrelevance

Funny how when something happens for one person, everyone gets all excited and plans and does shit. Yet when it happens for me no one cares. But you can't will people to care for you can you? So I'll just sit alone 8 months from last week and probably just be sad. Like most times it happens

This is probably the first time that I can think of, that it's made me sad to see someone else happy....sigh

PS 2 people read this, it's nice to post on here haha

I hate the late night really

it's the only time when everything slows down, and all I get to do is think


during the day I'm too busy to ever really just think, so I stay up late, and just think. So much reflection on shit can drive a man insane

It's fun to post on here

Nice little outlet that isn't facebook or aim

Anyway, I still feel alone all the damn time. I dunno how many times but I've had my heart played with in more ways than I'd personally just like to admit, but it's gotten to the point where I don't know how I can open up to anyone anymore. I'm always so scared of telling someone how I feel about them, because I'm always worried of repercussions. And I'm so self-conscious about every god damn thing I say and do that I'll probably overlook any possibly person that sees anything in me because I'll be too busy worrying about myself.

So many absurd failures, missed opportunities and overlooked events. And the ones I've actually been a part of have been detrimental to my being, lol. What a world.

Back to the music, the only thing holding me together these days