"Hope" is all I can muster up now. And for many many reasons.
Hope that I finally get noticed, hope that I stop fucking up everything I strive for. Hope that everything just stops falling apart.
And that maybe things can just work out for me. Just once, I'd like to not wake up terrified that I'm gonna ruin anything that's anywhere.
Maybe? I don't know. We'll find out another day.
either way today was probably one of the best days in forever....until all the hate for not drinking. Even though I'm running people around fucking town to do shit. I couldnt ever live with myself, ever, if I just willingly let someone drive away fucking drunk. This shit isn't a god damn video game
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